Smash.

after i left sally i decided i would give Jane another call and see if she would pick up but there was no answer so i gave up and called an old roommate from whooton Carl Luce he picked up and we decided we would go for a drink at the bar.

i decided that i would go see another movie to kill time. i still found these things depressing as hell but i had nothing better to do i decided to go. the movie and i found it rather boring.

i headed over to the wicker bar where i was going to meet  Carl.

Carl arrived and he sat beside me and told me he had himself a date and he couldn't stay long. i tried to talk to him about sex but he just got all  upset. he told me that i need to go see a pshycoanalyst i than remembered that his dad was one and i asked him if his dad had ever decided to go check out his own son. annoyed by all of our conversations tonight he tells me i need to grow up and he leaves.

After Carl left i was feeling crumby again soi then decided i would try and sober myself up and go take a walk through the park. i stuck my head under the tap and than walked out into the cold. as drunk me decided to stumble around in the cold with now frozen hair i thought i was going to catch pneumonia and on top of that i managed to smash phoebes record too. boy i was feeling depressed.....